and if you scrounge up the audacity to try and talk to me, I'm going to make you wish we'd never met.
nothin' sweet about me.
I stole this from Saviabella who stole is from someone else. A list of things I'm going to give up on.
Ginny's Fuck It list:
1. Men. and when I say "fuck it," i don't mean I'm going to go out and literally fuck it. This is a general forfeit on all and any attempts at a relationship in the near future. Because guys suck. All of them.
2. Forgiveness. Seriously, fuck it. First of all, it's too damn hard. Also, I like being angry. It makes me feel righteous and empowered and God knows, I NEVER feel that way.
3. Singing. I wasn't really very good anyway and it was embarrassing. No more serenading the masses, I'll tell you. I would have either driven myself crazy trying or driven myself crazier failing.
4. Money. I will never have it. Fuck it though, I'm happy without it.
5. Being skinny. I am always going to be awkwardly shaped with big boobs and hips. Genetics do not go away, no matter how severely I restrict my diet. I could eat half a cracker a day and I would still look a million times fatter than my friends. Fuck it, man, life's too short.
6. Being pretty. If I'm doomed to look like a raven, then goddamnit, I'm going to own it. Nevermore.
7. Acceptance. It's overrated anyway, considering I probably have more fun lamenting about not being accepted than I would have had if I actually was accepted. Being misunderstood is more intriguing than being genuinely intriguing nowadays. Convoluted is in.
8. Being less dramatic. O, WOE, fuck it with a fork.
9. Not using people. I am going to do what I want, when I want to do it, and I'll be damned if anything is going to get in my way. I will do whatever it takes to get what I want, regardless of the common notion of "morally acceptable." Fuck that, I'm going to do what I want.
10. Tact. It's far more fun to say what I want, do what I want, dance what I want, feel how I want, and tell who I want ALLLLL about it than it is to be tactful. And at this point, all I want to do is be happy, because what else is there?