She's moving away from me. I feel like I watch her slip into herself a little more day by day. There are moments when she's my mother again and she's trying to move only her second toe while lying awake in bed, or she's watching flash mob videos on the internet or listening to Taylor Swift--and then there are moments when she's totally foreign and she's laughing, but not haha laughter, hysteric laughter, or yelling or just crying, crying all the time. What can I do to help?
that's why I'm never home. I don't want to watch her fall out like this.


all that I know is moving away from me